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Push Away…

My shadows deep and whispers low, I tread a path so lone

Where echoes of my footsteps keep a rhythm, soft, monotone

Around me, souls reach out in hope, their warmth a fleeting day

Yet, in this dance, I falter and choose instead to push away

The world is a tapestry of bonds, threads intertwining tight

Each stitch a promise, colored bright, against the fall of night

But fear, like frost, creeps in my heart, turning warmest gold to gray

And in my chill, I draw the veil and gently push away

Why do I guard this fortress, keep its gates so closely drawn?

Why do I fear the touch of dawn, the light before the morning?

Perhaps in solitude, I find bittersweet dismay

For, in the end, it’s me I’ve lost each time I push away

Yet, in the quiet hope whispers, a tender, fragile strain

Maybe bridges can be built where only walls remain

With cautious steps, could I reach out, let in the light of day?

Or will I wander, evermore, a soul that pushes away?

-Push Away-

Blessings and Love!

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Complain.

What do you complain about the most?

Nowadays I feel like I complain the most about having free, alone time, a hectic and chaos-free day. I talk about being alone a lot and having some quiet time and peace. I feel like taking care of my home, work life, me writing, and starting a business I just want to take time to take a break from it all for like maybe a day or two or shit a week or two (LOL). I complain about not having fun, or doing the basic things for myself. I feel like sometimes I have a boring life. I do not do much, such a homebody. Sometimes I feel the need to want to be alone by myself and just relax just be zoned out without a care. Live in a fantasy world for a while. And I say it is wishful thinking. My life iis hectic and always so much to do. Everybody deserves time off and relaxation. Am I wrong?  I also complain about me overthinking lol. Those are the two things I complain about the most. I mean like every day. Crazy! But seriously alone time, a break, a vacation all sounds good and needed right now.

Are you a person who complains a lot? If so, what about?

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Sharing a little more about Ray’Elaine!

Drunken Me

Drunken me

Shot after shot, I feel the numbness take over my body, I want more, need to feel empty inside.

Feel free, free from those who lied, used, and abused me, free from pain, free from the world

Take another shot, it is all good

Feel the sensation, feel the burn

They all do not matter, drink the damn pain away

Take another shot, damn I feel it, I am slipping

But I do not give a damn

Give me more, few more shots taken, mind gone

Laid back not feeling shit, I feel numb, empty it is what I want

Free from it all or is it just a drunken daze

Do I want to stop? Do I need more?

Whispers…Whispers…. Drink it all away

Its okay be gone for the night

And another one…….

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**Updated: 7/28/2023**

Introvert!

In a world of noise and chatter, I find solace in the quiet hum 

Where thoughts can dance and dreams can bloom 

A sanctuary of solitude, my introverted room 

While others seek the spotlight’s glow 

I thrive in shadows, where whispers flow 

Observing, listening, a silent tableau 

Embracing the stillness, I am not alone 

In my world, quiet is my throne 

An introvert’s haven, a place to call my own 

-Introvert- 

Blessings and Love! 

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Alone! (A Poem)

Alone I sit in silent thought

With nothing to distract my mind

No laughter, chatter, or love sought

Just solitude, my only find

The stillness echoes in my ears

As I contemplate life’s great scheme

No judgment, pity, or sneers

Just me and my lonesome dream

The world outside may bustle on

But in this moment, I am free

No expectations to be done

Just the peace of being me

So let me revel in this space

And cherish every moment alone

For in this quiet, sacred place

I find the peace that makes me whole

Me, Myself, and I

Alone!

-Alone-

Blessings and Love!

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More from Ray’Elaine!

Just A Thought


Think I’m Ready to find and meet my person my love my soulmate. Ready for real love also thinking maybe I can do without it 🤷🏾‍♀️ -Ray Ray-

Thinking about soulmates and love again. SMH. Sometimes I don’t really know what the hell I want when it comes to relationships and feelings. Anybody else feel like this from time to time?

My little thoughts tonight…..

Have a good one

Blessings and Love!

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Lonely

Lonely Tonight

Times when I am down and I am not feeling myself, I hate being lonely. Sometimes I wish there were someone here to love me, talk to me, to hold me, and tell me everything will be okay. Yes, I am strong on my own, but I get lonely sometimes. These last couple of weeks I have been feeling very lonely and been sad about it. Honestly, I wish the guy I talked about in a previous post was here with me, like damn I really want that man bad. And of course, as I stated before he is probably not thinking about me at all. I am just lonely and thinking. There has been so much going on in my life lately and I just want real love, real friendships, just realness in my life. Anyway, I am going to get over it hopefully soon, me thinking this way, I sometimes irritate myself like seriously lol, but it is what it is. Miss Lonely speaking tonight. Hope you all are doing okay and having a good night. Remember to love yourself and those around you.

Love, peace, happiness, and Blessings!

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Move On..

When it’s time to move on, that’s just the thing to do. Do not try to force things. Sometimes it’s better to move on and focus on yourself. Everything happens for a reason and you can’t stay stuck wondering why. It can hurt if you have to let a person go but always put yourself and feelings first. Do what is right for you. Move on, heal, and become a better version of you.

Yes it will take time if hurt and pain is there, just take it one day at a time. Trust I know it’s hard. Even if it’s moving on from an old job, or leaving a state or town, changing school, anything. Change can be hard.

Moving on from anything in life can be challenging, have faith and pray that everything will be alright.

Just thinking tonight want to make some changes and move on from the past. Letting out my thoughts and feelings. Just Write and get it out!

Blessings and Love!

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Night Lonely

Lonely night, hard and cold

As I sit here all alone

Boredom creeps in, taking hold

Feels like a heart turned to stone.

The clock ticks on, so slow and steady

As I try to fill the void

But nothing seems to be quite ready

For this lonely, hard, and bored.

The silence echoes all around

As I search for something to do

But the emptiness can’t be drowned

In this night that feels so blue.

So I sit and wait for dawn

As the night drags on and on

Hoping for a new day to be born

And this feeling of loneliness gone.

Blessings and Love!

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