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Unwanted

09/01/2024poetryBlog, Feelings, JustWrite, life, Lost, Misunderstood, Poems, poetry, Random, Ray'Elaine, thoughts, unhappy, Unwanted, writerRay'Elaine

That feeling of being unwanted

Feeling unwanted. Pushed away, casted out

When all I hear is

We don’t want you

You don’t belong

Unwanted

Hearing them loud and clear

Hear it in my mind

Hear it in my heart

Unwanted

I question myself constantly

Is it how I look?

Is it how I talk? Or act?

Unwanted

Feeling unheard, hidden

Feeling misunderstood at times

Thinking how can I be better

For them

Unwanted

Alone

No one by my side

Walking that lonely road

That feeling all my life

Unwanted

That feeling of no love

Thinking would it always be this way?

Is there something wrong with me

Unwanted

And searching for

Someone to hear me, see me and

Love me

In this world of chaos

Just unwanted

That feeling that I don’t like.

-Unwanted-

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

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Abandonment

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Gentle Me!

08/28/2024poetryBlogging, Faith, Feelings, Gentle Me, Gentleness, Good Vibes, JustWrite, life, poetry, Strong, thoughtsRay'Elaine

In this busy world and all its noise

I often find myself feeling overwrought

And though I try my best to stay poised

I sometimes feel like I’m coming up short

It’s in these moments that I must remind

Myself to be gentle and kind to me

To take a step back and not be confined

By the standards that I should be

For I am human, with flaws and mistakes

And that’s okay. It’s just a part of life

So, instead of dwelling on what I can’t make

I’ll focus on the beauty and joy that’s rife

And in this way, I’ll be kind and gentle

To myself and to others. Indeed it’s fundamental!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

To Keep Your Cool!

08/25/2024poetryAuthor, Be Cool, Blog, Blogger, Breathe, Cool, Faith, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, life, poetry, Ray'Elaine, Stress Free, thoughtsRay'Elaine

When the heat of the moment starts to rise

And tempers flare before our eyes

Remember to take a deep breath or two

And count to ten before you do.

Find a quiet place to clear your head

And focus on your thoughts instead

Take a walk or listen to some music

To calm your nerves and help you choose it.

Think about the situation at hand

And what you can do to take a stand

But always keep your cool and be kind

To find a solution that’s fair and aligned.

So, when the world around you starts to spin

And you feel like you just can’t win

Remember to stay calm and stay true

And you’ll find a way to make it through.

Just Keep Your Cool!!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Keep It Cool!

Focus!

08/25/2024thoughtsBlog, Dreams, Editing, Feelings, Focused, happy, JustWrite, life, Love, Passion, Thinker, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Tonight I am focused and working on my writing, going good so far.

Just trying to keep at it and get these chapters done. Type them up and edit, then write again. Edit Edit Edit….Get it done, Homegirl!!!

I’ve got music going, and my pen, notebook, and computer are ready. I’m feeling great at the moment. This is a short post tonight. How is your night going? Are you working on any projects? Do you have any fun plans tonight?

My Vibes tonight

Blessings.

Thank you for reading.

Just Write IIII

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Pure Intentions

08/21/2024poetryA Poem, Blogging, Faith, Feelings, happy, In Love, JustWrite, King and Queen, life, Love, Lust, MyThoughts, poetry, Ray'Elaine, Romance, Strong, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

My king, my love, my heart’s delight
With pure intentions, I hold you tight
Your regal grace and noble presence
Have captured me, my soul, my being

In every breath, I feel your love
A gift from God, a gift above
Your gentle touch, your soothing voice
Have made my heart rejoice

With every passing day, my love for you
Grows stronger, deeper, and truer
I pledge my heart, my soul, my all
To love you always, to heed your call

My king, my love, my heart’s delight
With pure intentions, I hold you tight

-Pure Intentions-

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Boxed In

08/13/2024PoemsBlogging, hurt, JustWrite, life, Lost, Love, poetry, Secrets, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Inside the box

That they want you in

Feel funny

Not right

You not you

They not really who they say

They are

Chaos

All around

In this box

Cornered

Scared

Hopeless

You not you

They not what they say

In this little box

I suffer

I am quiet

Do what they want

It is their show

In this box

Sit still

No movement

Mind constantly going

Closed in

What is to come

In this box

Afraid

Lost

Find a way out

Screaming in this box

Let me out

You not you

They are not who they say

What to do in

This box

Let it be

Not say a word

Silence

Do not Speak

Keep it hush

You, not you

They are not who they say

Can I trust me

Can I trust them

This box

Am in

Will it be

My life

My sanity

This box

Take ownership

All on me

Pain, hurt, brainwashed

Happy pretending

Will I let them get away?

Do they win?

In this box

Alone

Will I fight

Fight to

Get out this

Box

Confined

Struggling

Speaking but not heard

Will be weak no more

Awake

Ready

Scream, fight shout

My way

Out this

Box.

You, not you

They are not who they say

This box

Me in it

Will go away.

I say think above it all

I say fuck that box

I survive,

That box can suck it!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

**A Poem**

Boxed in… No Thanks

Trusting.

08/13/2024Short Stories, thoughtsBlogging, Faith, Feelings, Feels, JustWrite, life, Love, Ray'Elaine, thoughts, Trust, Trust Issues, Tuesday, WritingRay'Elaine

Trusting

Hello everyone. How is your Tuesday night going? I want to talk about trust/trusting. I bring this up because I have been wanting to reach out to someone about my life, to talk and sort things out, but I do not know if I can trust another person with so much information about me. Maybe I am being weird about it, but I do not trust easily. I want to let everything out and move on; I just do not know who that person can be. Even with professionals, I am still iffy about it. Trust, trust, trust, man. I need to learn how to open up more and let people in; that is hard, though. Wrote poems and blogs about it. TRUST…

I have been thinking about counseling or maybe reaching out to a life coach. Nowadays, I have been trying to balance everything out and learn new techniques. Sometimes, I feel I need help with that. But of course, it is the trust thing.

I told myself that I would try to be trusting and let things flow if I decided to talk with someone. I would give them a try, fill them out, and see if we could move forward. I know putting your trust in others or anything can be risky because you never know what their true intent can be, and that is my opinion. Trusting others can be tricky or hard, again, in my opinion.

Have you experienced this before? Should I say forget it and just do it? I have to really make my mind up. Man, these trust issues of mine are not good. Yes, I need a little help lol. I have a hard time trusting anything.