Monthly Archives: August 2022

Emotions

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Emotions!

Emotions laid out everywhere

Public/private view

Feelings of having different

Type of emotions

Laid upon loved ones, myself

Emotions

That I cannot control

Comes and goes

Emotions

I want to keep in

Keep silent

Suffering

Bottled up emotions

Spill

Lashing out at the pain

At people, myself

Emotions

A rollercoaster of them

Sends me spiraling

Emotions

A dark place

Emotions

Some people disregard, well

I sometimes do

Emotions

Written out in my notebook, true emotions, feelings

Smiling yet hiding

Emotions

Damn why we have them

Emotions

Sometimes take over

Left wondering, crying

Heartbroken, in pieces

Like damn these

Emotions

Again why

Feelings, emotions

All though we all have them

Try to fight them

Still like F these damn

Emotions!

Thank you for reading.

***Just A Poem!***

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Rage II

Poetry Book!!

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Hello everyone, how’s the night and weekend treating you?

Tonight, I am working on my poetry book. I finally came up with a title for my book. It should have been done by now, but I had to change some things. Also decided to add to it. Hopefully, one more week or less, and it would be ready to publish. So excited it would be my second book published. I still have to edit it and design a book cover. So, for the rest of this weekend that is what I will be working on. Going to stay busy until it is finished.

Going to be writing a few more poems and doing some formatting. It is such a busy weekend. Hard work is at hand. Always focused.

Have any projects you working on? Any books in the works? Are you meeting your goals? Are you writing?

Hope your weekend is great to you. Wishing you all luck with what you are working on. Keep your head up and stay focused. Happy Writing. Much Love!

Blessings!

Thank you for reading.

*If anyone want to purchase my book Anything For The Take, it is available on Amazon.

Thank you to everyone who supports me!

My Lonely Why…

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My lonely Why

Lonely days with nothing but these thoughts, bad ones, negative ones oh man. Sitting in the dark trying to block out everything wondering why. That is what is mostly on my mind all the time, all the bad that has gone on again I ask why? Why me? Lonely nights sitting in the dark with a bottle of liquor in my hands drowning in the liquor trying to drink all the pain away, yes still in the dark its better this way. No reflection of myself and nobody looking this way, good do not want any to see me, just drowning. The past is what brings me here always like why? Why this? Why that? Lonely days and nights turn into darkness, depression, anxiety, pain, despair, and sadness. Lonely with tears in my eyes as I ask myself why. A question to my past. Always lonely and in the dark trying to climb out my own head away from the negative thoughts, climb out my depression, away from my past, away from the madness, and from my lonely why.

Thanks for reading.

**Poetry**

Wishing

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Wishing I was better than I was yesterday

Wishing my dreams would happen overnight

Wishing I can stop the overthinking

Wishing my grandma and mom were here

Wishing I can forget all the problems

Wishing life was a little easier

Wishing I had someone who shares my hopes and dreams

Wishing I was not lonely

Wishing for a calm mind

Wishing for more strength

It is just a night

Of wishful thinking

The wishing continues….

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

Karma

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Do you believe in karma? When you think about it what comes to mind?

I believe in it. I do believe that the bad that you put out can come back around. Maybe not how you did it, but it comes. Sometimes it can be brutal. Some stuff that is done deserves consequences. I feel people don’t care too much though because they still do a lot of bad and feel that they are invisible Also think that karma can be brought upon those you love for your sins or badness. No, I don’t think that karma comes around for those who did bad. Those who do good have good karma coming their way. Helping others and being a genuine person can do some good in your life, you should always be kind to others. I do feel that some things that have happened to me were karma from close loved ones I don’t know it is just a thought or maybe my fate. You know the saying “Karma is a bitch” I believe it. Lol

Karma is the reason I try to do no harm to others. No scamming, spamming, lying, or cheating. I prefer to be upfront and honest and try not to lead people on and do wrong by them. I like to treat those I meet with respect until they show me otherwise. I guess there who people in this world who like to inflict pain on others with no regard. It is irritating but you can’t control what other people do. Karma can happen at any time most likely when we least expect it. Just crazy how this world can be cruel and unfair, but hey that is life and karma is a part of it.

 Karam is a real thing the good and the bad. Well, I think so. Thoughts?

Just thinking out loud. That word Karma….

Agree, or not??

Do you think revenge and karma are the same?

Karma: destiny or fate, following as effect from cause. One’s actions of cause and effect

What is your meaning of the word Karma?

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Love this Sunday Night!

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Sending love to all

Hello everyone, hope you Sunday is going okay. Tonight, I just want to send love to those who are going through stuff, hurting, in pain at the moment. I pray that you are able to heal from the hurts, the pains, all the bad that is going on in your life. I want to let you all know that you are not alone. Today my mom was on my mind heavy and I had to pray about it and take some deep breaths. I know the healing process is not easy, but man it gets so hard on some days. I know the best thing for me to do is pray.

Again, I want to send love, and faith and hope your way and let you know again you are not alone. Wishing you all a great night. Wishing peace, love, happiness, and blessings to you…

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Ray’Elaine, The Author

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I did it, It is Official!!

I am so happy right now. I did it, finally published my first book. Me an author it is so amazing. I can’t believe it. Feel like I’m on a high. Thankful for this moment. Can’t stop smiling 🙂😀

Still working on my author page and other things. I’m ready to start promoting and of course write more books. She is so focused! Thanks for all the support! I appreciate it all.

In the mood to celebrate. How is y’all night going? Working on any projects? Are you writing? Any fun plans for the weekend? Have a good night!

Blessings and Love.

Thank you for reading.

Focused on me!



More information on my book. Please feel free to leave feedback. Thank you in advance.

The title of my book is: Anything For The Take
Here is the link to it on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0B9J83KMY/ref=cm_sw_r_apan_0127NEE4CV25HAMH5V81

Tease!

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Tease

Such a beauty

Everyone loves to stare at

A TEN

Tease

So sensual, so seductive

So, loving

Tease

They want you bad

Tease

Make them really want it

Big tease

Your Mind

Your Smile

Your Body

Tease

Give them all just a little

Mind play

Soul play

Imagination

Be a tease

Be what they

Cannot have, cannot touch

Big tease

Your style

Your personality

Your Movement

Tease

Leave them on their knees

Wanting more of you

Tease

Smart, courageous

Fun, wild

Such a beauty

Be you, be sexy

Tease!

Thank you for reading.

ME/Growth!

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Me/Growth

Life experiences taught me

Life lessons, how to move in this world

Becoming one with myself

Get to know who I am

Growth over years

Seeing a different and better me

Living life to be happy

Beautiful ME

Strong black woman, fighter

Mother, entrepreneur, author, sister, lover, and friend

Growing and learning day by day

Turning a new age is exciting

A new age brings more growth, knowledge

Wisdom, more insight on life

I am thankful for this day August 9th

I will continue to grow

Embrace my age

Strive for the best for me and my family

ME. Growth

I am blessed

Love, Peace, Happiness, and Blessings

Thank you for reading.

Who I Am!
Insight to Ray’Elaine

Be Patient

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Patience.

Being patient in life can be a challenge. Something we must have though !!

I believe everything happens for a reason; people change so you can learn how to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they are right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall in place everything comes together.

Think about it!

Thank you for reading.