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Mask!

02/06/2024thoughtsBlogging, False, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, life, Love, Mask, Real, thoughts, True Identity, World, WritingRay'Elaine

Mask/Different Face

Have you ever met a person or met people who act differently depending on who they are around? Or do you feel they are holding back? Not really all there. Some tend to do it to hide themselves and please others, some do it and hide to protect themselves, and others do it to hide bad intentions. I don’t think that every person who do is a bad person. Some. Some people like to be what others want them to be, so a mask is on pretending. When you really don’t want to but don’t feel you have a voice, so you keep that mask on. There are people who do it that do not want people to notice what they go through or what they face. I can say that I have been a person who wears a mask, I put on a smile and act like everything is okay but deep down inside there is a lot of hurt, sadness, and pain. I have a wall up and do not want people to know how I am really feeling so I put a smile and I am cool, then I get away trying to avoid everybody. I do not easily connect with people again my wall is up, and I am guarded. Not saying that is a good thing because it still a mask on.

I know that there are some who have that mask on to hide their bad intentions they act and talk like they are perfect, very manipulative, they are monsters deep inside and like it or not there are some people in this world like that. Yes, there are different masks people wear, you must trust your judgment that they are a good person and in your life for a good reason. The world is filled with people who wear masks. Try to be your true self and trust that things will work out for the better. Trust I know, I am slowly letting my guard down and trying to trust. Finding the real me. Do you all know where I am coming from? Have you been there? Are you a people pleaser?

Just my thoughts tonight. Wearing a mask whether good or bad. What do you do????

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Failure.?

02/02/2024Prompts, thoughtsBlog, Blogging, Dreams, Failure, Failures, Faith, Feelings, Hope, JustWrite, life, Love, Overthinker, Prompt, Ray'Elaine, thoughts, Write Prompts, WritingRay'Elaine

Hello all! How is it going?

I am thinking about life overall and I have been thinking about the things that I have failed at in life and wanted to open up about how I deal with those failures. So I have a question my blog peeps, and this can be used as a writing prompt if you are a writer and like to do writing prompts. The question is below as well as my response.

Do you deal with failure positively?

When it comes to failure and I, we are never on the same page. So, to answer this question I do not positively deal with failure. When I fail at something I am usually in an unpleasant mood. I take it to heart, and I feel like I hurt myself when I fail at something. I kind of shut down for a while and just be in a funk. I feel like it takes a while for me to fully process that I have failed. It is not a good feeling. I then start to question everything I have done leading to it. Feel like I must work so much harder for me not to fail. Failure I know happens from time to time life is not easy and pursuing your passions and your dreams there is a chance of failure. Me knowing this I still don’t like failing and feel like I am letting myself down or others. I know it is not okay for me to feel this way, but I do. Something I try to work on and know that everything will not always go my way. Failure is a part of life. Some of us need to accept that (ME). Learning to take things how they are when they arrive. Yeah, me and my Failures do not get along (LOL),

How do you deal with failure? How do you move past it? Care to share?

Please feel free to like, comment, and share!!!

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading.

#Life #Failures #Dreams

Failing/Failure

Surrender!

01/31/2024Poems, Poems, Short Stories, thoughtsBlog, Bonds, Faith, Feelings, happy, Just, JustWrite, life, Lost, Love, Lust, poetry, Ray'Elaine, Relationship, Surrender, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

I Surrender!

I give myself to you

All of me

I surrender

Yours to love, to cherish

Mind, body

I surrender

Your life, your love, your heart

What I want!

I surrender

Our bond, our time, the beauty

Lusting

Loving

I surrender

Pains and sorrow

Sadness and grief

All the bad

I surrender it all to you!

My love you have

-I Surrender-

Blessings and Love!!

Thank you for reading.

#Love #Surrender #Just write #Poetry

M.N.Q..

01/29/2024thoughtsBlogging, Faith, Feelings, happy, JustWrite, life, Love, MyThoughts, Quotes, Ray'Elaine, Self-Care, Self-Love, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Wanted to share this.

She is a friend of my mind! Love!

Always love yourself

Want to share more quotes!

Self-Love is BEST!!!!

Have a good one and thank you for visiting.

Prompt 6

01/29/2024PromptsA Prompt, Blogging, Countries, dailyprompt, dailyprompt-1973, Escape, Fun, happy, JustWrite, life, MyThoughts, Ray'Elaine, Scenery, thoughts, Vacation, Write, WritingRay'Elaine

Daily writing prompt

What countries do you want to visit?

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Whew, this question here. So, there are 18 countries that I want to visit. Honestly not for a specific reason just places I want to visit. Some of the places I picked seem like peaceful places and good ones to visit for family fun, shopping and just getting away. So, below is my list.

Egypt
South Africa
Jamacia
Chile
Spain
Switzerland
Italy
Australia
Canada
Bahamas
Brazil
Saint Lucia
Cuba
Costa Rica
Dominican Republic
Zimbabwe
Japan
India

Those are the countries I want to visit. I know it’s a lot.

What are yours?

Thank you for visiting.

MOM

01/23/2024thoughtsBirthday, Blog, Feelings, Grief, hurt, JustWrite, life, Lost, Love, Mother, Pain, Prayers, rage, Ray'Elaine, Sad, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Want to say Happy Heavenly Birthday to my mom. Even though I am sad and still hurt that she is not here I am going to be strong today. Do my writing like I know she wants me to continue to do. Really wish I can hear her voice but again I am going to make it through this day with happy memories of her. Missing her so much and still praying for healing and strength. I love and miss you, mom. Just Showing love to my mom. And know strength is needed badly. Prayers going up

Blessings all

Thank you for reading.

In My Heart

Forever LOVE

Yeah, In my head

01/23/2024thoughtsFaith, Feelings, Grief, JustWrite, life, MyThoughts, Praying, Rainy Days, Ray'Elaine, thoughts, WritingRay'Elaine

Hello all

Sometimes having a listening ear to vent is everything. A friend who is always there

Well too bad I have neither. Well, my notebook lol

My fellow bloggers/readers yall know I am always in my feelings though it is a reason for it

Given the month it is and the month coming up. No doubt I will need the strength to make it through. Days coming up will be hard and a struggle and I am going to try my hardest to get through it. I just know emotions, memories, and everything will come back up. Missing mom and trying to keep it all together. And lonely. It feels like rainy days ahead

Tonight, I wish I had a friend just need someone right now I guess, and with me, that does not happen often. I usually tend to vent here and in my notebook and with my sister, but no one else face to face. Or I sometimes keep the worst inside and do not speak a word about it. Maybe I am a damn difficult person. Thankful for this blog and support. I just like to vent and let it out of course and wish more people in my life genuinely cared. Again just need a friend and a listening ear right now. Okay! Breathe… Can’t believe I am rambling on about not having friends. LOL Crazy!! Then again, it’s how I feel tonight. Have a good one.