Category Archives: Short Stories

Lust

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Lust

Damn, when I think about you

And what you offer, I get lost

Lost in lust

I have a high feeling, feeling great

Not love though

I want only your body

On these nights I own you, your mind and body

You are lusting for me as I for you

Not love though

We feed each other passion

Desire, passion like no other

Lusting both of us…. WOW

Cannot get enough

Not love though

Lusting after hours

We do not care, nothing else matters

Not love though

So. Oh Well

I keep on enjoying

This beautiful lust!!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

The Zombie and Owl! II 

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In the night so dark and dreary

A zombie roamed, so weak and weary

With tattered clothes and rotting skin

He shambled on

With no end to his sin

Then he heard a hoot so loud

It made him stop and look around

And there upon a leafless tree

A scary owl stared down at he

Its eyes so piercing

Black as coal

Its feathers rustled, cold and old

The zombie felt a shiver run

As the owl hooted, “You’re never done.” 

For even in undeath’s embrace

The zombie could not escape his fate

But still, he walked, night after night 

Haunted by the owl’s warning plight 

And so, they both continued on 

The zombie and the scary owl 

A never-ending, eerie song 

Of death and darkness, with no cowl 

Blessings and Love! 

Thank you for reading. 

Your Dream!

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Your Dream!

Never say what you cannot do. Never say your dreams cannot come true.

Train yourself, train your mind to know and understand that you can do anything you set your mind to. Work hard and have faith. Take the necessary steps that are needed to fulfill your wants in life and pursue your dreams. Yes, sometimes it can be scary putting yourself out there and taking risks, but if you do not do that then you will never know what could have happened. You must believe in yourself and believe in the process because getting to your dreams may not be an easy road. Have people who love you and who are there to help and support you and you do the same for them. Having support is important whether it is for personal or business it’s great to have a loving person around. Put the work in and work hard for what is yours. You are the one who holds the key to your success. I have, in the past, gotten in my own m way and had to learn to trust and believe in myself, build myself up. I have also learned that stuff does not happen overnight you have to have patience. Motivated is another part of wanting your dream to be motivated every day and ready to make it happen, be dedicated. If you are not motivated to do this it will not work out. Practice your craft, over and over if need be feeling it, breathing it, and claiming it. Prove it to yourself first then the world. Live your life live your dream. You can do it. Always believe in your dream always believe in yourself.

Blessings and Love! Have Faith and Believe!

Thank you for reading.

#Dream #JustWrite

The Zombie and Owl!

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A zombie shuffles through the night
Eyes vacant, skin a pallid sight
A hunger drives him through the land
To seek out prey with a gnarled hand

But watch out, for in the trees
A scary owl is spreading its wings
Its piercing gaze will freeze your soul
As its talons strike with deadly toll

The zombie stumbles, tries to flee
But the owl’s shadow follows with glee
A dance of death in the moonlit sky
As the zombie falls with a final cry

The owl lands, its job complete
As the zombie lies still at its feet
A silent witness to the night’s dread
As the owl takes flight, its hunger fed!

Blessings and Love!

Thank you for reading.

Trusting.

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Trusting

Hello everyone. How is your Tuesday night going? I want to talk about trust/trusting. I bring this up because I have been wanting to reach out to someone about my life, to talk and sort things out, but I do not know if I can trust another person with so much information about me. Maybe I am being weird about it, but I do not trust easily. I want to let everything out and move on; I just do not know who that person can be. Even with professionals, I am still iffy about it. Trust, trust, trust, man. I need to learn how to open up more and let people in; that is hard, though. Wrote poems and blogs about it. TRUST…

I have been thinking about counseling or maybe reaching out to a life coach. Nowadays, I have been trying to balance everything out and learn new techniques. Sometimes, I feel I need help with that. But of course, it is the trust thing.

I told myself that I would try to be trusting and let things flow if I decided to talk with someone. I would give them a try, fill them out, and see if we could move forward. I know putting your trust in others or anything can be risky because you never know what their true intent can be, and that is my opinion. Trusting others can be tricky or hard, again, in my opinion.

Have you experienced this before? Should I say forget it and just do it? I have to really make my mind up. Man, these trust issues of mine are not good. Yes, I need a little help lol. I have a hard time trusting anything.

Blessings and Love

Thank you for reading..

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Failing/Failure

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Failure…

Hello all,

When you hear the word failure what does it mean to you? To me failure is letting yourself down over and over, not doing what is necessary to succeed, or having things happen in the process of doing what you need or want, and not following your goals or dreams. Yeah, sometimes life steps in and stuff happens that you can not control, it is all about how you recover.

From time to time, I feel like I am failing in life and feel like a loser or failure. When I don’t complete some goals, I feel that I am letting myself down and being lazy even when I’m sick or just feeling down or lazy that day, and when I am not in the mood to write. Feeling like a failure is not okay to me maybe because I tend to be a perfectionist in everything I do. I want everything to be perfect and get pissed when it is not to my standards. Not good. I question myself when failing happens and think about the situation all the time. And of course, I get angry, sad, feel lost, feel like nothing. Always been this way yes even as a child. My parents use to say that I am my own enemy, and I hold my own self back. My dad says it constantly and it something that I am very aware of. I know that in life there will be times you will fail, you must keep it moving

I just do not like it, losing, failing, none of it. Is it just me? Failure is not an option is a saying that constantly replays in my mind. Failure is not an option, you get knocked down, brush it off and keep your head up (I tell myself) Simple right?

What do you think? Have a good one! Please feel free to like, comment, and share your thoughts about failure. Love peace, happiness, and blessings all.

Thank you for reading.

Failure.? | Just Write

My Heart Guarded

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Heart Guarded…

Sometimes I hate that I am so guarded, and I keep everything in. emotions are bottled up and I do not show that side of me. I do not fully put my feelings out there because I have feelings of being wronged and hurt. I do not like to love and be vulnerable, people will use that against you. That is why I guard my mind and my heart. It is true that I can be afraid of rejection. I do not trust easily either I have major trust issues and I know that is holding me back, but I cannot just fully put my trust in others. I am also guarded because I feel like people have negative motives, and I do not like that shit. I am guarded because I have not healed from my past, I need to let go and move on. Is it bad that I cannot let my guard down? Working on changing that, maybe just do not want to get hurt anymore I’ so freaking over it. I am just thinking out loud, my crazy thoughts. SMH it how I am feeling though. My heart is guarded. I need help!

Thank you for reading, please feel free to like, comment, and share.

#HeartGuarded #Mythoughts #JustWrite

Wasted Time

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Wasted time

Have you ever met somebody, and you hit it off, and you two get along? The good conversations, then boom it freaking ends. Ugh I hate that. That is why I try not to get too attached and get my feelings involved, because people will switch up and change on you. Like do not introduce me to that if you cannot keep it up. I do not like the “oh I will talk to you only on my time” which is when or who knows when can you say irritated? I like consistency is that hard to ask for? I also do not like my time wasted that is so annoying or do not like my damn feelings hurt. These days it is so hard to find a nice genuine person like myself. Maybe I will take a seat and focus on me. Time to myself and not worrying about pleasing the next person. I really liked the person but oh well what can you do? I will move on and let it go. Whatever. Wasted my damn time, SMH

Thank you for reading.

#MyThoghts #JustWrite

Letting it all out…

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Letting it out…

My heart and mind are heavy, my heart hurts. I feel broken and I have been trying to remain positive and pray about my life and the feelings I have. I have made post about being positive and taking care of self, but lately nothing is working for me. I feel so empty and lost. Since my mom has passed away it seems that everything in my life, the past has surfaced. I am constantly thinking of the bad, cruel, and all the shitty things that has happened to me since I was a child hate this feeling and I do not know why everything is coming to mind and heart. I try to keep busy, so I do not think about stuff, but no matter what it happens, I’m thinking and sad and crying. Another thing is the nightmares which that right there is scary some things happened to me, and I still have nightmares about it and also nightmares of me seeing my mom’s lifeless body. That is why I have not been sleeping really. I see my mom and her condition before she passed. I was taking care of her while she was in hospice care from home and watching her day-by-day change and watching her body fail and seeing her take her last breath the look on her face and all, that is what I see when I am trying to sleep. It was so hard to see and horrible going through it. It is still hard for me it has been 5 years, 5 months, 23 days ago and I’m still not over it at all. I do not know what to do.

Yes, I am not going to lie I am mad, mad at the world, and mad at myself. I have been feeling like I do not want to be here on this earth. Like, why cannot I shake these feelings, I do not like feeling this way, all I do lately is cry, cry, cry, cry. Why is it so hard? I have been too much in my mind and in the past for some weeks now, and it has me all messed up, and very emotional.

Damn, what is going on with me? For those who have lost someone, how do you go on? How to you heal?

It is hard and I feel very lonely and scared ad mainly scared of myself. Again, trying to make it through the days but it seems my life is spiraling. Sigh, what to do? Letting it all out tonight. My feelings, my thoughts sorry to those who feel it is a dark and negative blog entry. I am my true self and I express my true. Just going through a lot and emotional and need to vent. Thank you for reading.